:)

a miracles could happen? ;

2009-12-02T12:14:00.003+08:00

When a GIRL is quiet... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions... she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ', after a few seconds... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you... she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' ... she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once, make sure you spend it with the right person.

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

who holds your hand in front of his friends.

who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

who turns to his friends and says, ' That's Her !

and we know it's never simple, never easy, never a clean break, no one here to save me-;

2009-11-29T00:58:00.004+08:00

is suffer from sleeplessness.

In actual fact, I had spent most of my day on sleep, so yea. ha-har.

Boring to the max! and I'm really craze for and want to play with baby/babies or maybe kid. haha.

See! Super cute aite? Hyperactive one lagi! ;P

His my naughty youngest cousin tapi aku love. hahar!

camera shy pulak.

super cute kan? jiejie pinch one. hahahahar!

I want to make one. hehe.

Or you make one for me and let me sayang your anak?

Oh my! I went cuckoo liaw.

However, its sounds great to have one/maybe two(haha! the more the best! ;P) for you to spoil and pamper kan? Babies are just cute and lovely. Awwwwww. I want to have one badly now! shyt. hahar!

Ahem, feelings don't lie, i know. Everything just out of my control, i mean the feelings. I can do nothing with it instead of remind myself every moment. Yet, you can just simply ruined everything with a real simple and small action. wtf.

i don't love you like i loved you yesterday-;

2009-11-24T06:41:00.005+08:00

dslr is so much fun! :D

quoted from QQ, 不配拥有幸福.

I have a bet on him.

Its says continue or stop. So, just wait me back from the trip and see what's next!

I miss my gossip gang and am desperately sad cause i can't join the gossip session today and tomorrow! :((

Anyways, take care and gossipssssss more! har-har. but you guys must update me then.

off to family trip.

ciao!

now i know your not a fairy tale, and dream were meant for sleeping-;

2009-11-22T03:01:00.005+08:00

the 1st day.

I guess I've formed a habit of dependent on i, insensibly.

I feel happy and carefree when I'm with i;

Even though I'm always not agree with i's behavior but, unwittingly, I accepted already.wtf

I hate what had happened and I'll deal with this matter soon.

No, I don't need love :)

I'm not the carmen before, now I need not dependent on anyone, I'm strong, hardy and I'd never cry anymore!

So, say hi to the brand new me :)

that I'd never fall in love, love ,love-;

2009-11-13T08:51:00.003+08:00

Hi Friday.

I never ever thought of i'd met a dumb whom always with mask-on. wtf.

The most power is, what expression will you give to the dumb that with mask-on, pretending that the dumbself is berry good in every single moment ask you to be happy and smile always? wtf.

What would you do if you were me?

To be frank, at that moment when the dumb tried to pretend again, I feel wanna drive to the dumb and give the dumb a real hard slap. (:

wtf are the words i want to give to the dumb. (:

I merely feel any sorry for being rude to the dumb but I just want that stupid dumb dumb don't hide itself and live the way the dumbself are.

Be happy and smile always is what the dumb taught me. Be yourself, be silly, be real (:

geeeeeeez. i love this much! how bout chew?

Don't ask me who the lucky(haha!) dumb is.

ex-oh.

Howling at the New Moon

2009-11-11T12:17:00.000+08:00

What's BIG will appear soon on the BIG SCREEN? *any idea?

* drumsroll*

The Twilight Saga: New Moon will be released in 26th Nov! wtf!

So, what do I like about Twilight Saga?

The only reason is Edward is hawt, ~~sizzling HAWT!~~ *slurp!* HAHA.

btw, I want a love like Edward and Bella. A love that nothing can keep them apart, they are truly belongs to each other. For Bella, her life was like already planned out to meet Edward and of course, fallen head over in love with Edward; although she knew that Edward craving for her blood but she showed no fear and this is all because of love. As for Edward, he waited around 100 years for Bella, the only one who's he can't reads her mind. He was like be with Bella every seconds, every moments and whenever she encountered danger, he'd turn up for her.

*okay, i know these are all soooo dramatic and never happened in real life but, who cares? I just love it! geeeez!

I betulbetul can't wait for New Moon liaw! ;)

all these thoughts locked inside, now you're the first to know-;

2009-11-09T01:59:00.002+08:00

There are too much to tell yet, its hard to express. I just hate saying byebye. I hope everything will be great with him over there.

xox,

2009-11-06T01:03:00.003+08:00

Two is better than one, its depends anyway, at least for now, one is better than two, for me.

I tried to figure out what's on my mind, but ended up, I wish I could be alone, please, just leave me alone.

Quite frankly, I am worrying about x now. wtf.

so lonely inside, so busy out there-;

2009-11-02T07:13:00.003+08:00

It's sis's big two one and I supposing celebrate with her but unfortunately, I ffk-ed her because of Maxis. HAHA. Guilty-nyaaa. However, she didn't get mad as she got boyfriend celebrate with her maaaaa. ;P

I love that party cap so muchiie!

this is ~~definitely not~~ the birthday girl. HAHA. 5 th of Nov would be. lol

wtf, myfuckingneckwasinblackinallphotos.

the birthday old women. HAHA. She seems like in Halloween mood? ;P

sisters ♥

After that, chilled at Soulded Out and Dessert Bar.

from right: Cena Ken HK Sara Fishie Winnie and moi

Maxis Ong the camera shy did not showed up his face as usual. >[

x x x

I don't know why, sometimes I'm happy but sometimes I'm sad, shooooo emotional :(

I don't feel want to blog but Idk, idk how to express, idk what I want, I don't even know wtf is in my stupid brain and mind.wtf

I'm happy, I'm enjoy with the life I had these few days. I went club, I ~~slightly~~ drunk(haha!), I even smoke! wtf. Next, will/may be shisha man! Nevertheless, I really don't know how to face to him. I wish I can be more selfish and kick the soft-hearted away! wtf.

i'm your biggest fan, i'll follow you until you love me-;

2009-10-31T11:10:00.005+08:00

credits to QQ.

Everything just goes to the end.

Yet, I wish time could stop at that moment.

Thanks a bundle to Maxis Ong, the stranger! HAHA.

I had an awesome night and I pretty sure everyone did.

loves.

love is a riddle; it's hard to get along.

i can't figure it out, but it's bringing me down.

yeah, you know how it is life can be a bitch-;

2009-10-18T01:08:00.003+08:00

Tuning into: Runaway;Avril Lavigne

......

I just wanna scream and lose control

Throws my hand up and let it go

Forget about everything and runaway

I just want to fall and lose myself

Laughing so hard it hurts like hell

Forget about everything and runaway

2009-10-08T09:59:00.002+08:00

diu.

i just wanna say this, out of sudden.

I sort of like started doing my revision , sort of . duh. btw, everything is still in my cacat brain as I put pretty much efforts for my trial, yet, the result was suck, too! sigh. I'm having insomnia these day and the most power is I won't get tired or sleepy at all on the next day.

13-day to go, I'm FUCKING stress. I want eat ketam!

pulling up to the parties, trying to get a little bit tipsy-;

2009-10-01T17:22:00.003+08:00

Recently, those who are close with me always asked me that whether i'm going to sit for UEC soon. lol

Quote from my MSN display name, "study hard, play harder", yet, I really play more harder but not study at all. Geeeez.

I 've been very lazy and relaxing for the whole week, ~~I hang out every Saturday, I skipped school and went shopping ..~~ I fall behind my schedule as I haven't finishing my history yet and delaying my commerce revision. :'(

We had a blast last Sunday at Andrew's and Adeline's house warming party, which Alex named it as "A2OP". lol I had uploaded the pictures of this party on facebook,so yea, am lazy to post all the same pictures again. and, everything will be brief here X)

the babes.

the dudes.

and, one of the random photo of us when we went cuckoo. :)

everyone was tipsy that night, getting high without alcohol but music (or eeken's singing) rocks babeh!

loves.

i'll be screamin' and fightin' and kissin' in the rain, it's two a.m. and i'm cursin' your name-;

2009-09-27T00:59:00.006+08:00

School life is hectic and bored stiff as usual even though I'm half-graduated now. ;P
Due to the official UEC is just left the God-gracious 25 days,as at 27September2009 (and thats why I'm not full-gradute), I've to burn the midnight oil to study. :(
QQ, I remember I told you that I would never online but, my attempt was failure, its expected wey. lol. and, when Saturday come, all the efforts and determination would be ruin and I'd be effin' lazy liaw. SIGH!
Btw, sorry to Adeline as supposing we caught up G-Force 3D today but I didn't keep my promise. :(
I'm now sho looking forward to tomorrow, have fun at the Lee's place, as I have some excuses for not studying. :/ Anyway, last Wednesday I drove to Sunway to meet my ahgirl (haha!) after school. I blamed ~~him~~her for not inviting me to ~~his~~her house-warming party and forced ~~him~~her to draw me an invitation card! *evil smile

he try to showing off his colour pencil. 6M lagi. lol.

shoooo concentrate. ;P

he's work, done. cacat sial lor!HA!

his so called map!

and of course the fighting time we will never missed out. HA!

study time :)

xox,

do you know what's worth fighting for-;

2009-09-21T21:21:00.004+08:00

Olá people, say hello to this not so lengzai Domokun. *Sorry New! ;P

FYI, New baked this for his girl and i'm sure that he made quite an effort in baking the cake .

*What an awesome boyfiie aite?! He told me that 3 girls wanna marry him liaw! Anymore here? lol.

p/s: enjoy your date with you love one tmr! ♥

photo credit to New

All my plan of the day had totally ruined because of traffic jam in the shopping mall car park and Mr.LEE's cacat phone. Mr Lee's so called HTC touch PRO is too pro cause him never picked up my 4+ calls. I waited him for 2 hours and then we went Midvalley, wanted to catch up Final Destination 3D. The car park was jam-packed and we had a traffic pass through Midvalley. *Thumbs up! :/ After that, we went Wangsa Walk Mall, Jusco and home! That's all for today! wtf, I really can't change the fact of Monday is in BLUE. argh.

and, I just realized that tomorrow will be the last day of my holiday! :(

stupid monday! gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Everything has just ruin my mood 99!

:'(

do you hear me? i'm talking to you-;

2009-09-21T09:58:00.006+08:00

Morning people. It's a yellow Monday instead of a blue one. Why yellow? hmmmmmmmmm,

I'm in a mood of buoyancy today :) First, it's holiday and I'll be out for movie or bah kut teh with the boy and his silly sweetie sister. Next, I watched the expanded version of New Moon trailer and I'm effin' excited now! Edward is hawt and hawter!♥

Even though I had finish the New Moon novel but I still can't wait for the movie! btw, I hate Jacob although he is hawt too. argh

Movie Trailers - Movies Blog

I'm considering posting up some cute things of the boy but hmmmmmmm, I need take some time to deliberate because he would kill me if he know about it. lol.

p/s: I envy SY -- she has an awesome, thoughtful, lovely boyfriend! Mr.New, do share your Domokun post! Don't be sucha selfish. ;P Let me envy xia maaaaaaaa. lol

let's burn the roof and then we'll do it again-;

2009-09-19T11:27:00.003+08:00

Bonjour people :)

What a lovely Saturday as I can sleep as much as I want.

Had a great night at Andrew's place for barbecue session yesterday.

I'm sure the boy has addicted to have fun as he came to me and said he would like to hold more party/gathering like this. *GREAT!

wow, finally. LOL

spot Mr.MJ sexay makan style.

Andrew is trying to show me how he eat without using his hand, too sad but my camera was slow and i got blame by him. *ahgirl, that's why i need a dslr ma! ;)

which one is his girl? hmmmmmmmmm.

hmmmmmmmm, the gays forever :)

he was hyperactive that night:)

I'm taller than the 18+cm tall guy! Whooohoo;P

Csarelle <3

p/s: everything is so blur eh, blame the lousy camera or the not pro photographer? LOL

Lee Adeline never shown her face to the camera unless those candid shot. duhhhhh.

The silly girl always busy in and out, up and down make me not dare to go to her place liaw! lol.

gotta ciao to study a bit,loves ♥

so hear i am still holding on-;

2009-09-15T21:19:00.006+08:00

I just found that driving is so, enjoyable? lol.

I feel great but driving back from sunway is so not cool because the traffic there are terribly horribly KAW!

and, Where Got Ghost is not funny at all!

First, Idk hokkien so I have to chase on the subtitles.argh

Second, I don't really understand the story.

Third, hokkien again, lol *Okay la, there are some funny parts too. X)

hmmmmmmm, everyone seems like graduated liaw? HA! *keep DREAMING!

It's just the beginning*i think, the official UEC is come nearer and nearer, left aroud 3 weeks man!:(

Keep studying everyone:) I really hope i could do it, but i know i can't. lol.

Csarelle asked me, "So, have you did your decision about your future YET?"

Me:"...... Nope, like usual." lol. *Can i be a full time party-er? Sigh!

Me need shopping dreadfully! :(

racheal - hadn't had a dream...in a long time

arven - punky's dilemma

source: all from lookbook.

i'm bored.:(

oh, you got me hatin' on the club-;

2009-09-14T18:32:00.004+08:00

I love peeping at others blog. lol

I just peeped at Madeline Ming's blog, a blogger with her real cool own style.

She always photographs well with her dslr :) btw, she is craving for street things and make my eye back to the street stuff liaw. *geeeeee. and I watched this at hers blog.

25things i hate about facebook by Julian Smith.

He is just hilarious yet everything he said is just the pointed comment. *Whoops!

People, I'm half-graduated now. :D

'cause now i have to pretend that i don't really care-;

2009-09-12T21:18:00.003+08:00

I hope I would have my sisters’ brainy brain. They are always the brilliant one but me, just me. No kidding. am frustrated. :(

cinderella with no shoe, and the prince doesn't know he's lost

2009-09-09T05:18:00.004+08:00

There’s a succession of problems or whatsoever which idk what occurred between. He doesn’t even know or sense the score. Great! Anyway, maybe I’m having melancholic of exam and make me got into the habit of think-too-much, sensitive(?) or has a real quick temper recently. Okay, bitching is over and I’m okay after let it hang out. Just let it go at that and don’t sweat the small stuff. Thanks.

you the best i ever had, the best i ever had, the best i ever had, the best i ever had-;

2009-09-07T18:03:00.003+08:00

Today is the ninth day affter Jane's birthday so its means today is her ninth day in her nineteen years old! lol. I knew that I was very late to update on her birthday celebration now. :P As the previous post I had mention that we celebrated Jane's birthday at Bumba Gump.

one of the birthay cake which had a hidden ring. Whoops! The girl had 2 birthday cake for that day i guess:)

andrew was too bored and he took all these.

there's something berry fun happened when the guy refilled my sprite for me, I'm not sure which guy refilled for me but when he served me with my SPRITE, he pronounced as SURRRPRite. the birthday girl and me thought that there's surprises for her, for twice! hahahaha.

vainpot of the day, undoubtedly she started camwhore when i met her till i drop her back at her place.

the vainpot satrted to force people to match up with her liaw yet he looked so unwilling lor.

but her mission accomplished too at last. lol.

searching for the birthday girl? haha. inilah dia :)

super cute aite?

dengan birthday girl.

Jason ? haha.

Csarelle dengan lembu at the Curve.

yang last,

It’s just another gathering which make me feels want to leave school as soon as possible. I miss the old times we had been through together damn lots! Loves.

next, will be the let's get high beach tripy! :) Gotta off to have a sweet tight dream liaw. Night people.

we keep keep keep keep on going-;

2009-09-06T00:49:00.004+08:00

had a real great day with the long-lost gang and adeline :) *awwwwwwww! i really dont' feel wanna study liaw. :(

Due of my shitty driving skill, Andrew and Adeline have to followed me all the way home, i feel real bad for about it. Btw, I kena road blocked, yeaps, i kena BLOCKED! cacat betul. ... they are so hardworking to earn their crust lately and as what my mum said, they just went deadly cuckoo when they thought of the so called earning.

p/s: I'm so damn looking forward for the BBQ blast at beach liaw. Anyone more want to join us? Geeeeeee! :D

I thought I had deleted the video as when I'm recording, my hand shook like hell as I'm can't stop laugh and was like a drain like seriously! But, since I found it was still in my camera so just enjoy it people :)

Supposing that they all would stand up and "perform" the dance and song together but when I took out the camera, everyone just getting shy. ishish.

and the best is, no one knows who you are

2009-09-04T20:53:00.002+08:00

Currently I’m sitting for my very very last final in Chong Hwa, and also my UEC trial. However, I have no feel with it AT ALL! I have take 3 days to progressing through 5 papers, but neither anxious nor nervous or whatsoever came at me. Its doesn't mean that I'm absolute confidence with the papers nevertheless I have no one bit of confidence that I could do well in all of the papers. *BIG SIGH! I'm still in the mood to have FUN! I wonder how I would sit for the officially UEC. GAWD!

`BM-piece of cake but I didn't finish moi essay.:(/

`BC-i don't even touch it and I don't have any clue with the paper./ Commerce-ummmmmm.../

`Maths-killed me and i'm half dead after took it. Continue with Economics-I dead as a doornail liaw.

So, why am I still blogging here as I mention that I'm dead liaw? People, there's a thingy call soul. Whoops! hahahahahahar. Anyway, SHOPPING make me alive! :) Have a great time shooping with sister at bukit bintang area for real cheap bargain stuff! Btw, Roxy&Quicksilver's store wide sales at bukit bintang is sooooooooo disappointing.

The super-dark-circle and eye-bag appeared on my pretty face! awwwwww! Sara said that I looked like been punch by someone on my eye. ishish.

Ciao people, I'm so gonna dead to the world. HA!

and i hate how much i love you, boy-;

2009-08-30T23:00:00.008+08:00

Dear all, Thanks for your concern and we are really OKAY. :)

Zee Avi - Bitter Heart - The best free videos are right here

p/s: ignore the front part, and she performed this song real well :)

2009-08-30T09:50:00.002+08:00

I wonder why all the outings and party held in this period, the-trial-is-just-left-the-fucking-3-days-period. :( Anyway, I just couldn't resist the temptation to have FUN, so yeah. :P

First of all, Happy sexy19th Birthday to Miss Cuttie Jane Lim. Yesterday we had a pre-birthday celebration with her at Bubba Gump. Have a sneak peak of the night, as i'm gonna drag my ass from the computer and prepare for the beach next! :)

stay tuned!

yeah, where did it all go wrong, but the list goes on and on-;

2009-08-27T20:11:00.006+08:00

I hate driving, very much! argh. However, I can do nothing with it as I don't have a driver. :( Plus, I hate that stupid car yet I have no choice for it too! wtf. and, idk how to park a car.

I am bored stiff but I don't feel wanna study AT ALL. It just left 5 days and its TRIAL liaw. kill me :(

I don't feel wanna blog but I'm want to blog. I try to type something on my blog instead of dating with the guy whom i had a huge crush with. diu

I bought ALOT of magazine which about fashion like seventeen, cleo and bla. I hope i can straightly grab all the stuff from the magazine like seriously. I need shopping badly but I'm not allow to do so.

I'm on a holiday? Oh, you are definitely WRONG! The extra classes and tuitionss have fulfilled my so-called holiday anyway.

Yea, I'm grumbling here and you're the stupid who finish all the craps of mine! :P

GAWD, save me from thisfuckinglife. ishish.

My sister's friend said that I'm pretty when I'm smile. WHOOPS! but! I have a shitty, LC face when I didn't. hahahahahahahahahahahar. How do you think? wtf, Btw, do tell me if you think that too! *ummm, I mean the LC part. lol. I really do not mind it but I really want to know! X)

The huge blood leaks on my sclera which cause by laser eye surgery had gone smaller and smaller! I know it may take couple of weeks to recovery completely but I'm really afraid that I'll see some dirty thingy as you know this month is the so-called ghost festival. *Okay, it proves that I'm thinking too much and it's just sound ridiculous.

when you see my face, hopes it give you hell! :P

Happy 100day-niversary to New and ShinYee!

Hope ya two hangfok forever and always :)

Ciao! umm, study? maybe.

loves :)

i used to be love drunk, but now i'm hung over-;

2009-08-26T16:44:00.003+08:00

I have a new boyfriend. :) Btw, I had a huge crush on another guy at the same time.

*umm, Do you feel curious about everything? Want to figure out what's the happening?

Okay, allow me to introduce my new boyfriend, the computing Andrew to you.

*oh! the architect Andrew bumped me. (umm, I guess yeaps,oh no,whatever. we broken up peacefully anyway. :P)

As regards the guy whom i crushing in, is MR. economic. * I think I should specify that he is Mr. Economic 2nd Volume yea.

OMFG,

you're still somewhere in the town-;

2009-08-24T22:10:00.003+08:00

to someone: you are the purveyor of joy and laughter with your silliness and your very own brand of humour. :) I was knocked silly by the news when I heard it. I'm so sorry that I'm not attend the funeral, for certain personal reason, or maybe i shall say that my parents would not let me go. I'm sorry. Be tough dude. You can do it and I'm sure that your mum will always by your side, like all your friends do. :)

my very sincere condolences to you and your family.

p/s. cry out if you really want to :) do things which will make you feel better. Take good care of yourself. loves.

sometimes, i feel i'm going out of my mind-;

2009-08-23T17:30:00.005+08:00

time:5:34p.m.

status: dreaming,rotting,whatever but not studying=/ mood: bouyancy yet despondency.

want: ride a bike, very badly. :(

source: Lookbook; Doris,with or without you

i never thought that i was so blind.

2009-08-20T18:31:00.005+08:00

Surprise, surprise. I’m stick with facebook already since dunno when. Month ago, while I’m FBing, I read one of my darling, Csarelle's status and it shown that she has taken part in Panasonic Lumix Star Search 2009. When I read that and I leave a comment for her to ask whether I can take part too (I am seriously joking and try to fooling around with her). Anyway, she is just too sweet and replies me why not? Therefore, I simply filled up the form and select 3 of my photos and done and I forget about it completely, like seriously. Today, I received few calls with the same number but I did not pick it up as I don't really pick up stranger's call. When I check my mail after school and I was like, GAWD!apa ni?! I read and read for IDK-how-many-times and I forward it to my sis.

" ... On behalf of Panasonic and all the crews involved, we'd like to congratulate you for making it into the Top 40 contestants of the LUMIX Star Search 2009! ..."

Shelley,august afternoon.

and now I wonder if I should go, or not?

if you heard me crying through the street, i'm about to freak, come and rescue me-;

2009-08-18T17:53:00.007+08:00

Gawd! I have no idea what happened with the blog as my posts had all gone (umm, for very kind there still have two post left.wtf) and my url was changed. Anyway, I'm lazy to figure it out though. lol. So, UEC trial is counting down for 16 days. I should be more anxious and worry but nope, I'm sick to death of it dy. Hahahahahar. Who doesn't? I know my blog should be on hiatus during this period but umm, or maybe I just continue my craps? Let me think about it :)

Gotta run as I have heaps of homeworks! :(

Loves.