you're still somewhere in the town-;

to someone: you are the purveyor of joy and laughter with your silliness and your very own brand of humour. :) I was knocked silly by the news when I heard it. I'm so sorry that I'm not attend the funeral, for certain personal reason, or maybe i shall say that my parents would not let me go. I'm sorry. Be tough dude. You can do it and I'm sure that your mum will always by your side, like all your friends do. :)

my very sincere condolences to you and your family.

p/s. cry out if you really want to :) do things which will make you feel better. Take good care of yourself. loves.